I'll probably have second thoughts before long and delete the rest of this post, as I usually avoid venting at specific people ('cept for Guy-on-a-Bike) here. I feel like it's low and a little petty to call someone out over the internet if you know they're reading, and worse to talk about them behind his/her back (in a public forum, no less) but right now I'll be damned if I care. I am relieved, but the sad is coming. I can feel it like a breaker that's quivering above my head in slow motion. Only a few droplets have hit me so far, but I can tell that any minute now the whole force of that wave is going to crash over me. I'm determined to stay afloat, but right now I just need to be angry.
*deleted by author* Well I did say I probably would..